Ou yeah, the spring is in the air.

 I am really tired of winter, can we just get it over with?

 So much has happened since I last posted something. 

 I actually wore that dress which I had been given. That was really pretty.

 Now, as the school is over, I have tasted some of so called  "freedom" and I must say, that it doesn't differ that much from the schooldays - I just have a bit more time. A bit. 

 I miss the smith classes, the german classes which I and Constanze ran and some other things too.. Friends as well. I actually had some.

I still do. 

 Last monday I went to the Estonian National Library to listen what a known filmmaker and writer Jüri Lina would say about himself, what would be the turningpoints of his life which made him who he is. One of them of course would be the fact that Estonia wasn't free and everything envolving an idea of common sense or liberty was forbidden. The other one was his grandmother, a woman who said "possible" when others said "impossible". If she had believed the others, her grandson wouldn't walk... already for a half of century. Now that's something to think about, isn't it? 

 I remember that in my last post I said I would read. I still haven't done that, I haven't had the motivation to just sit still and ... read. But I'm going to do this... one day :) 

 Until that.. I'm waiting for the first flowers to bloom, the first walk with nothing but a T-shirt and some nice skirt on and that first rollerskatetour on the promenade. . . 

 And that's something to wait for.